Favorite Almost
Even though every part of me has every right to hate you for what you put me through, you’ll always be my favorite person I almost had. Always.
Stars | Your Ex-Lover Is Dead (Official Video)
There’s one thing I want to say, so I’ll be braveYou were what I wanted, I gave what I gaveI’m not sorry I met you, I’m not sorry it’s overI’m not sorry there’s nothing to save
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April 2012
I just suddenly realized that I stopped thinking about you. The things that I’ve been fancying ever since you left were like a foreign object in my heart. All I could remember right now are the horrible things that we’ve both been through. I felt so free. There’s no holding back. That the love of my life presently owns my heart, I’ve felt his hardship when half of my heart couldn’t even figured out what it wanted before. Now, I feel nothing. But to assure this feeling, I wanna see you again, not just a boring bus ride, but a real date with the real you.
Yes, you are the reason behind all of my bittersweet insinuation. From status updates to blogs. Most would think that I’m still so not over you based on those things that they might’ve read. It is indeed a Yes and a No. Technically it is a Yes, I’m so over you; Emotionally, No, because I will never get tired of singing Katy’s The One That Got Away for you, not because I haven’t moved on—of course I did—but because we’ve been through a lot of things but still you gave up. One thing’s for sure, you’ve proven that you’re happy without me and that you’ve finally let go of what we’ve had.
Talk about our future, like we had a clue.
Never thought that one day, I’d be losing you.
Dahil sa puso ko, isa akong Tomasino. Hindi man ako pinalad na papasukin ng mga magulang ko dito, mahal ko ang pamantasang ito. Kabitbahay ko lang ‘to eeh. :)))
Busy Body
I should’ve known from the many times you said you were “busy” that you were in fact busy ending our relationship.
Colbie Caillat - I Never Told You
But I never told you, what I should’ve said. No one ever told you, I just held it in. And now, I miss everything about you.
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Baby.
I’ve been seeing old highschool friends and schoolmates having their own baby with their long time partner. We’ve been on and off for three years and two years ago, you let go off of it. I always wondered what would happen if we made it this long. Are we going to be sexually active like them and have a baby for as young as 20? Or are we going to keep our promise that we’ll graduate first before anything else? Things like that, I still do imagine. What ifs and whatnot.
