Two straight overnights. I’ve never been so close to you like this, thinking about my future with you is my least priority right now but it fucking matters. I just love how you comprehend whenever I talk about things like marriage, kids and our future house. We’re almost there but oh so not ready for it. We’re too young for things like that. All we have to do right now is to enjoy every small things that’s been keeping this relationship strong and then think about our future later on. I know this time that it’ll be YOU. If not, then we’ll do something about it. Don’t you ever worry, I will never let go, you will never lose me. I love you that much.
I won’t be seeing you for a week, that I couldn’t handle much. We both need to settle things outside this relationship. I knew it’ll be as hard in school as what I’ve expected but I have to do it with my friend and not with you. I know you really do wanna help but you have your own responsibilities for your family and with your work. Last night’s phone call triggered my longing for you. Didn’t expect that you’d cry. Such a tear jerky. A week isn’t that much long, what more if I already have a job. I know we could get through this. Just keep holding on and never take things way too serious it might eat and smothers you, love.
Porcupine
I’m quite aware that it’s indeed all my fault but still, you’re the one who suffered from all the shits I’ve been giving. I cannot compare myself to a cactus for I’ve been moving and breathing, a human porcupine could do. As long as you’re around me, I could hurt you effortlessly. An invisible coat of spine in disguise. I could no longer tell if you could still hold on. Everytime we argue, you just keep on proving me that you deserve someone better than me.
(Source: annecano)
Magsosorry ka pero hindi magpapaliwanag. Para mo na ring sinabing pasensya na pero wala ka nang pakialam dun. Ilang beses nang nangyayari ‘to, hindi ko alam kung ganyan ka lang talaga sa mga babae mo o talagang tinatarantado mo ‘ko. Kung ayaw mong lagi akong nagdududa at nagagalit, subukan mong magpaliwanag ng totoo baka maging maayos tayo.
Colbie Caillat - I Never Told You
But I never told you, what I should’ve said. No one ever told you, I just held it in. And now, I miss everything about you.
(Source: youtube.com)
Cozy.
Rebbloging every ‘cuddling couple’ photo that I see. The drizzly weather makes me wanna cuddle the fuck out of you. But I just can’t even though we’re together almost everyday. Fuck house rules. Fuck landlady. I need to sneak into your place just to get into your room without getting caught or else you’ll be leaving that shit and sleep on the streets. I’m so not good in ninja moves. My bad.
Mula nang masumbatan kita, hindi ka na naglakas loob na umamin sa mga kasalanan mo. Nahihirapan kang umamin at natatakot ka nang masumbatan. Eh puntangina, edi wag kang gumawa ng kasalanan at magsinungaling para hindi ka nahihirapan. Ayaw mo pala ng masumbatan, edi magpakatotoo ka. Kung ayaw mo ng ugali ko, sabihin mo. Hindi ‘yung pati relasyon natin napeperwisyo.
