May 2012
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Underemployed.
That moment when you’re so proud of your first real résumé when some professional tampered it. Damn! For the nth time, I’ve had enough of it. I guess. My family, most especially my cousin’s been pushing me to start as a customer service representative a.k.a. call center agent (well I have no idea if it has a difference and I have nothing against it), he even tampered my résumé...
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Blog Code
dearoldlove:
I’ve recently realized my blog is basically a collection of things I could never say to you.
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Say 'Cheeeeese'.
I am not that much inclined to photography, but every family does have a camera nowadays. Of course who would miss a digital camera, yes we do have one. We also have Fuji Cheki Instax Mini 20. An instant polaroid camera. But as it runs out of cartridges, Momma hid it somewhere in her closet and never had I touched it. Ever again. But if given a chance that I’ll be employed this year,...
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Tomorrow.
Must think about my every tomorrow that’ll come now that I’ve just graduated. I’ve set my own goals in life before graduating from college. Of course everyone must. But lately, things seemed so wrong. I couldn’t even focus on stuff that I know could lead me to a positive rationale. As if people around me were Dementors that could always suck every inch of optimism inside...
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Today
Weird things happened. Emotions burst out unintentionally and people around me acted as if they’re my secret enemy. No, I was joking. I just hate this feeling of being worthless as if I’m a new born baby. Because of that, I did things I never thought that I would do, thought of possible ideas and rant it secretly. Srsly, I’m losing the drive of being sane today.
I had a fucking...
Small Part
dearoldlove:
Whatever it is we’re doing, it hurts more than you can imagine. But I can’t bring myself to stop because I would rather have a small part of you than nothing at all.
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Two straight overnights. I’ve never been so close to you like this, thinking about my future with you is my least priority right now but it fucking matters. I just love how you comprehend whenever I talk about things like marriage, kids and our future house. We’re almost there but oh so not ready for it. We’re too young for things like that. All we have to do right now is to...
youaregoodatthings:
I am good at making people think they know me, when I bury my secrets deep down.
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03675, Sir!
These numbers served as my identity for almost four years in college. I’ve been thinking of blogging about graduation ever since its stressful week started, but not a single word came out. Well, this post supposedly, is an obligatory-post-graduation-thingy for me. Words couldn’t explain how I have felt after receiving my dummy diploma. I’m happy, that all these years of academic...
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Favorite Almost
dearoldlove:
Even though every part of me has every right to hate you for what you put me through, you’ll always be my favorite person I almost had. Always.
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April 2012
51 posts
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Harry Potter Fandom: I wish I could go to Hogwarts!
Percy Jackson Fandom: I wish I could go to Camp Half-Blood!
Doctor Who Fandom: I wish I could travel in the TARDIS!
The Hunger Games Fandom: Never.
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I won’t be seeing you for a week, that I couldn’t handle much. We both need to settle things outside this relationship. I knew it’ll be as hard in school as what I’ve expected but I have to do it with my friend and not with you. I know you really do wanna help but you have your own responsibilities for your family and with your work. Last night’s phone call triggered...
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Outta My Dreams
dearoldlove:
It is not fair for you to start inhabiting my dreams. You left me, remember? Please kindly remove yourself from my dream-life as well.
I have 3 different personalities.
the one where I’m out-going and loud.
the one where I’m shy and quiet as fuck
the one where I hate everyone and every little thing bothers me.
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"Ang tunay na lalaki, alam na kahit kailan, hindi...
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RA 9048.
Pain in the ass. Graduation pictures all over my NewsFeed. Oh no, DEPRESSING GRADUATION PICTURES ON MY NESWFEED. Here I am, rushing things. Still processing things for my fucked up birth certificate. Been to Manila City Hall for days, aiming for the clerical error of my middle name only to find out that there’s more error than expected. Middle name, birth order and my parents’ date of...
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Jitters.
Graduation is just around the corner. I just couldn’t seem to chase it because—I don’t know. Lost 2 followers on Tumblr. Goodbye unknown followers, my Tumblr ‘Followers’ link will surely do missed you. I have no idea why they left me, maybe because my blog’s way too boring and dry. NO. I MUST NOT ASSUME.
For now, all the things that I might be posting will...