“January 27 Last day for graduating students to clear their deficiencies”
College Problem: Realizing you won’t graduate on time.
Fck completion process. This is one of the disadvantages of online enrollment and grading thingy. We haven’t defended our thesis yet—And nobody called us back from all those TV Stations we’ve applied to for internship. Most of them will start accepting this February, our professor needs our internship documents on the third week of February and we need to fulfill a 150 hours of ojt. Oh, life. :(
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Last night, my boyfriend and I was talking about gaining more weight so we can prove to our exes that we’re hot and their not, for them to regret things they fucked up. Hrhr. GPOY
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Homecoming.
Had a dream about you last night, again.
All of my highs chool friends were at the gym, preparing things for the upcoming event that day. Homecoming. I thought your batch wouldn’t make it. But one by one, your friends are taking their seats. As the program was about to start, I left the gymnasium. Aching that I wouldn’t able to see you. I ran immediately to the nearest jeepney station. But as I sat near the jeepney’s door, my friends were looking at me. All giggling. You’re right there outside our jeepney, smiling and staring at me. I just didn’t know what to do. So I got out of the vehicle, ran back to the gym and you followed. Avoided every chance that you’ve given that moment just to talk. You’re just smiling. Taking every chance to get closer to me. It was awkward though. You’re the one chasing after me, but in reality, I WAS the one asking and begging for your attention. The next thing happened was incredibly weird. I jumped onto the platform of a train and immediately moved to get inside just to escape from you. I was wearing my high school uniform then. I could see you running. But you stop as you’ve seen the train moving very far from you. It hurt. A lot. That part of my dream is quite opposite from whatever happened to us or what’s been happening to us. You never chased after me. Never.
One day, you’ll realize that what you did was wrong. You let go of us just like that and never ever tried to fix things between us. It’s worth the risk, I’m telling you. But then, as time went so fast, I’ve been accepting the fact that we’re not meant to be. I guess. Two years, my dear. I’m still ranting these things about you. I tried to be perfect, because I was afraid that I might lose you. Even if it hurts so much, I never thought of letting you go before. I don’t want you to suffer that much, so I let you break this bond between us and let go of us. I am not holding you back right now. It’s just, when things get complicated between Me and Edwin, I always think of how happy we used to be. Memories and things we shared for years. Reviving me back to reality, that whatever we’ve been through, made me stronger, and the worst is yet to come.
Fill me in. Before I do something stupid because I think I will not graduate on time and blah blah blah. Please? #PatheticShits
Octoberian (Part 2)
- Nalaman kong extended ang Application for Graduation hanggang February 15, 2012. Naligalig ako, pero totoong may kapalit na kalechehan pag ang tao’y masaya. Hanggang bukas nalang ‘yung Completion for Deficiencies for Graduating Students at ‘yung prof ko sa thesis eh kung hindi pa tinawagan hindi magpaparamdam. Kanina lang kami nakapagpasa at sa Martes pa niya mababasa. Ang sarap umiyak, magwala at magmura. Matatanggap ko kung urauradang bukas na agad ‘yung defense kahit walang preparations na bongga makapagdefense lang. Eh lecheng buhay kolehiyo isama mo pa ang hirap ng buhay sa State University. Umaygash talaga!
- Wala pa ‘kong OJT. Limpak-limpak nang TV Stations ang inapplyan namin ni Tish mula December. Oo, December pa kami nagpasa at hindi October nang pagpasok ng 2nd Sem dahil hinintay naming maasikaso ng tropa namin ‘yung deficiencies niya para sabay-sabay kaming magaapply. Sweet no? Pero napabayaan na niya at masakit mang aminin na na-compromised ‘yung chance namin ni Tish. Hindi naman kasalanan nung tropa namin pero sayang rin ‘yung mga oras at araw na nakatengga kami sa wala.
— Tanggap na ni Mama at Papa na ‘yung problema na ‘to, “Okay lang ‘yan anak. Basta makapagtapos ka, kahit anong petsa pa. Wag ka lang muna magaasawa.” Anak ng towa na sinabawan ng toyo’t suka na may sibuyas at bawang! Kinabahan ako, nachallenged ako. Lalong nataranta na makagraduate on time. Hindi ko alam kung nananaginip ako nung sinabi nila ‘yan pero kabaliktaran ang naramdaman ko. Nalungkot ako na baka mag-extend ako ng dahil lang sa Thesis at OJT. FML.
